Ireland had a heatwave and I felt comfortable with my body for the first time since ever bcuz ~y0lOOo!!1~ but really though, fake tan and these Levis are miracle workers, they’re baggy enough to hide thighs yet they make you feel thin (as long as you’re standing up and not sitting down letting your leg fat splay across the chair. Just sayin’, leg fat, just sayin’)
Today is my 19th birthday. I don’t really understand birthdays to be honest, I do like treating others on their birthdays but I don’t have much enthusiasm for my own. I’m conflicted; I don’t see why a big deal should be made of it yet I’m hurt when people don’t put in effort to try and make the day nice for me. I’m not going out and getting wasted, I’m not throwing a party, I’m trying not to expect anything. I’ve taken the initiative myself and I’ve given myself a wonderful present… a trip to Paris! I’m finally going to Disneyland <3
magarim asked: i love the soundtrack on your tumblr. normally music on people's pages drives me mad, but yours is so beautiful.
Ah well thank you :3 I’m very fussy about what I post regarding audio, glad others enjoy it as much as i do :)
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I’m not going to be a patient. I’m not going to lie down and let the thoughts and fears grow an unbearable level. I’m going to get the fuck up, I’m going to keep going. I’m not going to stop until I’ve beaten this.
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The trees and the flowers have been strewing their cool odors.
I walk among them, but none of them are noticing.
Sometimes I think that when I am sleeping
I must most perfectly resemble them —
Thoughts gone dim.
It is more natural to me, lying down. ♥
