May 2012
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May 31st
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May 16th
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May 15th
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May 9th
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May 9th
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May 4th
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magarim asked: i love the soundtrack on your tumblr. normally music on people's pages drives me mad, but yours is so beautiful.
May 3rd
May 3rd
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May 2nd
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I’m not going to be a patient.  I’m not going to lie down and let the thoughts and fears grow an unbearable level. I’m going to get the fuck up, I’m going to keep going. I’m not going to stop until I’ve beaten this. 
May 1st
April 2012
Apr 30th
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“Tonight, in the infinitesimal light of the stars, The trees and the flowers...”
Apr 30th
Apr 30th
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Apr 30th
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Apr 30th
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Things have to change
No more alcohol consumption, period. No more tolerance of self-loathing. I will never try to live up to anothers expectations of myself again. I will give myself a break when I damn well feel like I need a break. No more long silences in therapy. I will read more, see more really great films, go for more walks, never stay inside if it’s sunny and warm, I will soak up every bit of life...
Apr 30th
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Apr 30th
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The HSE is full of cunt
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Apr 30th
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Apr 29th
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Apr 29th
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The old lady in the bed opposite me thinks the occasional beeping fron the blood pressure monitor is a cuckoo and that only she can hear it.
Apr 28th
“I have had my chances. I have tried and tried.I have stitched life into me like...”
Apr 22nd
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Apr 21st
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Apr 21st
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Apr 19th
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Apr 17th
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Apr 16th
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Apr 16th
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Does sleeping in and being late for work warrant 8 hours of fighting back tears, refusing to go on a lunch break because i dont deserve it and despising myselfwith the only comforting thought being that of death or running away…. or have I become horribly unstable again over just a period of 4 days?
Apr 15th
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Apr 13th
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Apr 12th
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“How long can I be a wall, keeping the wind off? How long can I be Gentling the...”
– Excerpt from Three Women - Sylvia Plath 
Apr 12th
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Apr 8th
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Apr 6th
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Apr 6th
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I just came home to a letter...
I have been accepted to study fashion design in Dun Laoghaire. FuckYes!
Apr 3rd
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"If you think you're fat, what does that make me?"
NONONO. Stop right there…. My distorted body image applies to myself and myself alone. When I call myself fat, the word is not a scale to which everyone else is judged on. You look exactly the way you are. I’m  the only one my dysmorphia transforms. Calling myself fat does not mean I see everyone above my weight as morbidly obese. The disorder doesn’t see other people, only the person who is...
Apr 2nd
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